Till the very end and even after I was calm and cool.
I have know for moths that it will come, so definatelly there was a time to adjust.
But then, when I am home unpacking the things (tons of them... cause I am a freakin' collector...), well... then its just hit you:
That you will never be again at that flat near the station
That you just put the last berries from previous summer into the freezer - and you actually see that the berries were prepared to be in the freezer.... and you also know how it was on a warm and sunny sathurday when they did it....
You just know. Because they became the part of your life. Back then really quickly and they actually never wanted to leave. They still dont want. You do not want it either.
And the astonishing 2000 kilometers just and simply doesn't matter.
(and then you put Jantar on and cry)
I have know for moths that it will come, so definatelly there was a time to adjust.
But then, when I am home unpacking the things (tons of them... cause I am a freakin' collector...), well... then its just hit you:
That you will never be again at that flat near the station
That you just put the last berries from previous summer into the freezer - and you actually see that the berries were prepared to be in the freezer.... and you also know how it was on a warm and sunny sathurday when they did it....
You just know. Because they became the part of your life. Back then really quickly and they actually never wanted to leave. They still dont want. You do not want it either.
And the astonishing 2000 kilometers just and simply doesn't matter.
(and then you put Jantar on and cry)
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