Kygo & Whitney Houston - Higher Love
Anki's Mom a.k. "Jadzia" is in Kraków - just like Anki. And that's something what I definatelly was not forseen neither wanted - at least this way.
The truth is that we know that this call will be done. Just hopped that, maybe - never.
From the sidenotes on a crisis till other escalations somehow it always played out in that old central-european way of "let's see what happens, keep calm and go for a coffiee". And the trams were still running in Lwów.
And now the same trams take Jadzia to the bus, the last day without curfew, to leave her home and take for a tremendous ride lasting 20 hours to be in Poland, a.k.a. safe heaven.
She is fine, and I am calming down.
We use to leave places, cities, countries, people, smells and tastes - but till now there was always a way to go back.
This is what shatterd, together with the felling of security. Even though we do live in permanent "special mode" for almost 2 years.
The Trams in Lwów still are running - and I have this most sensitive way of seeing public transportation working - however sometimes stops for extraordinary stops because of some air-raid sirens...
Today my heart broke.