More a meltdown, I guess.
After two shitty date, and much of misunderstand (altrough that we use the same language), there was a down point last night.
Exactly it happened on the metrostation of Gellért tér.
Then I came home, got some wine and the cigarettes - and a call to MO.
We speak an hour - of what I spoke a 50 min. - and the conclusion was that the last 2 months I "just" over-spinned, over-reachted, and over-tired fully.
Empty, like an '80-es polish shop.....
The only way, is again - into myself, just let it begin and let it happen....
And its begun - sunday was a sunny day, with my sunshine Szandi.
So much love, that I actually start thinking - life want to compensate something....
After two shitty date, and much of misunderstand (altrough that we use the same language), there was a down point last night.
Exactly it happened on the metrostation of Gellért tér.
Then I came home, got some wine and the cigarettes - and a call to MO.
We speak an hour - of what I spoke a 50 min. - and the conclusion was that the last 2 months I "just" over-spinned, over-reachted, and over-tired fully.
Empty, like an '80-es polish shop.....
The only way, is again - into myself, just let it begin and let it happen....
And its begun - sunday was a sunny day, with my sunshine Szandi.
So much love, that I actually start thinking - life want to compensate something....
