After two shitty date, and much of misunderstand (altrough that we use the same language), there was a down point last night.
Exactly it happened on the metrostation of Gellért tér.
Then I came home, got some wine and the cigarettes - and a call to MO.
We speak an hour - of what I spoke a 50 min. - and the conclusion was that the last 2 months I "just" over-spinned, over-reachted, and over-tired fully.
Empty, like an '80-es polish shop.....
The only way, is again - into myself, just let it begin and let it happen....
And its begun - sunday was a sunny day, with my sunshine Szandi.
So much love, that I actually start thinking - life want to compensate something....
Ketsegbe esni ne tessenek.
Csak epp vege a juniusnak... Ja hogy Julius kozepe van. Hat kerem, ahogy a szatocsnal mondanek, van ilyen.
Szoval tul a ket trening - 3 forditos maraton - hosszu vendegseg - rovid vendegseg - kozben beeso ejszakasok, egyebkent igen mozgalmas soran.
Annak orulok, hogy akik itt voltak pihentek, jol voltak - s En is jol lehettem veluk.
A nyarnak meg csak epp elkezdodott, jon a folytatas is - iden oktoberig tart a nyaram, hogy aztan gyorsan jojjon a krisztusi kor megunneplese.
Belesegondoltam...
Borovo
Startas (at least 2 pairs)
Dolac
Umbrelas,
Sitting on the streets
Burek
JOgurt
Rakija
Croatian wines
Ilica
Vincek!
Ronhill's
Trams
That train ride (what in tremendous 9 hour will be...)
Trams again
Logavina
Bascarsija
Vjecnica
Turkish chains - impossible to find in anywhere in Europe, beside in Sarajevo
Kosevo
Cigarettes from FDS
Cevapcici
The Hagaddah
That ride to Vojvodina
Boss terace
...
Holidays are confirmed.
The summer is up to fullfill.
With loads of work and 3-week Hungary.
But the important thing is: after all, I am going.
This time its for real.
Zagreb-Sarajevo
Alone, most likely Zagreb and with MO* Sarajevo.
Back with Beograd, Subotica and Szeged.
In September.
In true, I am planning the trip for ages. But always, somehow with other people, and it never became a reality. Partly because of me, partly because of anybody else, partly because of objectives.
And now, I dont want to wait anymore for anybody.
After the decision, what was - as usual for me - really sudden, I feel calm.
Just booked the apartments - as dont want to stay in hotels. I guess its more about common places - the time and place sould be mine. And also, its like you have a "life" there when you have a flat for your own.
*MO - Magnificent Ola
The girl from work named Aleksandra. With who we figured out our Sarajevo-love in about 2 hours at the begining. She lived there and she is about to take me there. I guess the best person to travel with.
W radiu (eurowizijnym...) puszczają ostatnio sporo kawałków swedzkich, jakoże show tuż za rogiem i to ze Szwecji.
A więc i jest schlager tez:
Da Buzz - Stop, look, listen
A Ja nie moge sie odpedzic od wspomnien - za kazdym raziem:
Pierwszy raz słyszałem piosenke jadąc metrem na Gare du Nord w Brukseli i był to początkiem stycznia, kiedy to dokładnie te same słowa wypowiedziałem Łotyszowi.
Tematy i historie sie skonczyli już ale ten moment - mysle ze dlatego bo było tak idealnie dopasowanie piosenki i stanu mojego - bardzo utkwił w pamieci.
Nie ma tramwajow na Bronowice wiec powtorka z 2012...
Autobusy sa ale...
Ale! Takie wiadomosci sie mozna dowiedziec ze hej.
Np. Tego ze pol mista nie bedzie mial gazu a tak wogule jesli bedzie za goraco to padnie tez i prąd. I nie sa to plotki miejskie... Tylko realne obawy.
A o prohibicji nie wspomne....
Nie jestem w stanie wyobrazac przetrwanie bez alkoholu...